Take my hips, sway to the rhythm.
Heres the thing. I don’t mind dancing with a guy to techno , house or whatever music. But what i really want. is a
cheesie slow dance, prom style.
head resting on a shoulder.
playing True by Spandau Ballet.
Feel your heart beat
Feel my own.
Believing that this is what people mean when they write moments like this in books.
My addiction to One Tree Hill may not be healthy, but it is alot cheaper than Crack or heroine. so I have heard.
Peyton Sawyer is my spirit animal.
I think this is one of the better breakup songs there is.
Why not live your life like a Teen Drama
After starting yet again another teen drama on Netflix in my hopes to somewhat distract me from my semester long projects I find myself wondering instead. Why do I keep picking these shows that have middle 20 somethings playing teenagers?
I think its because, while these shows portray the insight of the normal teenage life. Half of this stuff never happens. There is not always six kids in your high school that come out. Not everyone in your school hooks up with each other. Barey rarely does the chess team captain get with the head cheerleader.
So why watch things that probably many of us never or will never experience in high school?
Because, as much as we will deny it. We want drama in our lives. Of course, we do not want one of our friends to be diagnosed with cancer, or have a family owned restuarnt go up in flames with a loved one inside. But what if we just want to have a struggling relationship. That way we know what it really means to be in love.
I’ll admit it, my life is nothing special, I cannot sing i cannot dance, I am not rich, and I am no genius. I’m just an ordinary guy, an yes I want some excitement in my life. I want drama, I want to get my words twisted, see only half of a scene and believe my world has tragically been twisted and turned upside down.
Am i crazy for wanting my life to be not so normal?
Or maybe I have just been watching too much One Tree Hill for my own good.
Damn. i do not know who is more attractive… Chad Michael Murray or Sophia Bush.
There is a place in the heart that will never be filled
"There is a place in the heart that will never be filled.
And even during the best moments, and the greatest times,
we will know it.
We will know it more than ever. There is a place in the heart that will never be filled and we will wait
and wait in that space.”
To everyone else it seems so long ago….
But to me its like just yesterday i dropped you off at the train station.
It only seems like last week we were driving down the interstate laughing about how much we loved the Rugrats in Paris movie.
and it seems like just a few days ago I felt my stomach sink when you used to talk about school in the city.
I did not just lose you, I lost a piece of me that I can never get back. I lost a great deal of my innocence.
I fell in love for the first time.
And I guess It is just what we have to go thru, everyone now and again, to fall in love. I guess they literally meant fall.
My only fear is that you will talk about me, the same way you talked to me about the idiots that fell in live with you. Just like i did.
What will you say about me? I can only imagine.